I do have people in my life that I connect with however they’ve let me down recently.

It’s likely that I have to be on psych meds long term so I guess I should focus on that for now.

And I also recently found out that if I stop the psych meds, it’s because of my chronic pain because I just found out bad news that I’m going to have chronic pain for the rest of my life.

It’s overwhelming.

I guess I’m glad that my T won’t be my friend in the future because LT is right, it would mess up all the thoughts I had about the work I’m doing in therapy.