I was working on a water lantern that has significance to me. It will be like giving up the addiction, and becoming ready to give up every part of this sex addiction. I was going to go to a spiritual place but felt that I needed to wait until I was prepared mentally. I have been very depressed and not myself. I know it's due to living in a hidden world. So I am coming out to those here in hopes that I can tell my parents how bad I struggle and ask for there support in giving up some items.