So, I feel really good about the session. But T also seems to have done a complete 180 on stuff like transference and my attachment to him since the whole stone debacle nearly a year ago. So maybe it's a little hard for me to completely trust it, like I'm just waiting for him to freak out again. I wonder if it's a case where he may have read up on transference more or consulted about it? Or just that he's known me long enough now to realize I'm neither going to show up at his house nor strip off my clothes in the office and come onto him? Or some combination of the above?

And that thing he said about not having control over our feelings or fantasies (and the way he said it) is exactly something ex-MC would say, not like something T would typically say, but it felt like he really meant it. I wish I could just fully trust this...