I am much better. I am feeling much more like myself now that I'm only on a low dose of Geodon. I am thinking clearly and my mood has been stable since I got out of the hospital. My doctors have said it is possible that I might just suffer the one episode and go on to lead a normal life. I pray for that to be the case. Only time will tell. My doctor has also mentioned the possibility of weaning me off meds. I am scared of a relapse, but I don't want to be medicated if it isn't medically necessary. I'm exisiting in this weird state where I don't really have any answers for what happened to me and I just have to wait and see what happens next. There are a handful of diagnosis that cause psychosis and none of them really fit, so I'm basically flying blind. I'm grateful for the time I've had in 'remission' and I hope it continues.