Faith,
It is good if you can make it "work", but if it is growing weak don't wast time being in denial that will only make decision making harder but again do not make impulsive decisions I have with other matters in my life and have regret till this very day. I am going on 45 this month there are many things I am happy for in my life but other things I am sorry I did not do when I was younger. As motherly or sisterly advice try to slow down and think about your plans, do not obsess but try not to overlook all the options, life can really be great, take the time to enjoy it, oh yes one more thing whatever the problem is with your family try to get along, my family is very dsyfunctional but some how we have managed to keep things on an even keel, it is hard but give it a try. . . life is to short to be miserable, right kid? I hope my advice can help you
"keep smiling"
"darkeyes"