As a Complex PTSD sufferer, I hope this is the right place for this discussion.

As the title says, I can't start a conversation because I don't know what triggers people's rage when I talk to them. I try to imitate the speech patterns and topic that get good reactions when they say them to each other, but when I say them they get enraged at random. It is statistically provable that this follows no pattern; this is not a case of me failing to learn the pattern but instead there being no pattern and I'm painfully cognizant of that.

I have no place in society because everyone hates me and they keep changing the rules as to why. I can't obey the rules to get the good responses because they keep changing them out of spite, just to keep me out of their groups and hold dominance over me. They use their social dominance to keep me out of jobs and keep me un-believed when I report their assaults. Their constant rules-changing represents a wild goose-chase they will never let me win so they exhaust my resources and then take advantage of me with ease.

I just want to be accepted. I'm just tired of being rejected to amuse people.