May 26, 2019 at 04:01 PM
He said it wasn't actually messages I heard my mouth tell me or shout at me. I have feelings that are hard to put into words as well but. I was afraid to express how I felt for fear of her so as an adult I had a hard time naming what I feel and I would just explode into rage or just get suicidal or self harm over extreme feelings I do not understand internally. With my ex-T I remember us working on being able to tolerate my internal world. I am still not sure what I am going to bring into session on Friday.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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