I don't know if you know it but we often skirt around this stuff, you are probably my main attachment figure now. I think about telling you about my day or all the stuff and for the first time in the 4 years of seeing you I actually want to vent this stuff to you to then feel better. I am also telling you stuff I tell my friends but felt too embarrassed to tell you. Well not the sex and dating part of my life but the other stuff.
I wish you would tell me what you really think of me. Because although I feel attached I don't think we have ever bonded. You don't really get my humour and I find yours awkward. I know I'll miss you