Welcome to pc
I also don’t really want to wish you luck in becoming an antisocial predator
but I can certainly sympathise in wanting to be less “sensitive” etc (I’m female btw) although personally I’ve accepted that is how I am... sensitive ..
I also had a very “toxic” upbringing (for want of a more useful word
).. also suffocating in many ways.
I hope you find pc helpful, there is some good information here.