That's a tough spot to be in. and I know to change how you think takes time. and maybe a waste of time or it could help. We have choices in life and it is what we do with them that really helps or doesn't help. IT's up to us.

On another note, I know how you feel. I am ranking in the debt and not able to pay it back, plus I have gone into another degree... Why does this all have to require money???

I am in a dead end job and looking for something else. and I have added stress and that is causing my physical health to go haywire. Could things be worse?? one word.. YES!!! This is all up to us, what does Master Tsudukok want??