Saw my GP today about my ongoing stomach issues. She is great. She could just fob it off as stress and send me on my way but is instead doing all the tests the hospital didn't do when I was in there for eight hours last week. The pain is much better than then but still causes considerable discomfort. My diet options have shrunk and taken away so many precious foods and drinks. On the plus I am continuing to lose weight. Getting close to my natural weight before meds.

Missing a few weeks with my T for various reasons. Initially I was a little worried as we were deep into the trauma but today I feel the break is actually a good thing. Last week I was in despair. Yesterday I picked up a little but today I was singing in the car (a BIG sign I am not depressed), and generally cheerful despite a stressful morning and the pain I am in. However a red flag has shown itself in the fact that I cry while extremely happy, ecstatic even. This is generally the beginning of hypomania. I feel much more social. Contacting everyone of my friends, making plans to catch up with each of them. Still I am sleeping but it is reducing day by day. Still a lot at 10 hours but last week when very ill I slept 20 hours a day. Idk. Maybe I am just happy to have some energy back. I wasn't depressed for longer than a few days and before that very stable, and the sadness was probably circumstantial. I am sick of questioning everything. I am going to have some fun