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Old May 27, 2019, 07:21 AM
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Maybe im just purposely destroying myself, sabotaging my progress, and ensuring my defeat and failure... 🙁

I just am struggling to understand why i am doing this to myself

Im ready to give up though... just let go and let my chaos win.
Apparently ill be fine either way, either out here, in the hospital, jail, or dead
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