That's terrible, Callie54! Things must be REALLY HARD for you two! I COMPLETELY agree with what tecomsin has already wisely said better than I ever could! Physical violence is NEVER justifiable and I'm so sorry that you were hit! I completely agree with tecomins that perhaps couple counselling may be the best option for you two! Does this happen frequently or was this an isolated episode? Either way, if you're BOTH struggling so much it is definitely time to work on it! How is your marriage going otherwise? Are things good between you two? Have you considered ending the marriage if things keep escalating? I'd DEFINITELY suggest to talk to him about ALL OF THIS and see how it goes from there! Hopefully he'll listen to what you have to say and understand you! Most importantly, PLEASE take GREAT care of yourself! Keep working on yourself like you're already WONDERFULLY doing! It IS hard to keep a marriage together when you're already struggling SO MUCH by yourself! Keep trying though! Let us know how things are going for you! WE DO CARE ABOUT YOU! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! WISH YOU GOOD LUCK! Let us know hwo things are gong for you! WE DO CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! Sending many kind, safe, sweet, warm and WONDERFUL hugs to you, Callie54, JUST LIKE YOU ARE!