I believe you're NOT weak at all, mountainstream! You're still standing and fighting despite the fact that you're struggling A LOT! That's DEFINITELY a sign of strength in my book! Please don't be so hard on yourself! I completely agree with what Humpty Dumpty has already wisely said better than I ever could! You'll find PLENTY OF SUPPORT here! Do you have a support system IRL? Any friend or family members that may be able to help you? Either way, we'll be here for you and WE'LL NEVER ABANDON YOU! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! WISH YOU GOOD LUCK! Let us know how things are going for you, ok? WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU ADN WE DO WANT TO KNOW HOW THINGS ARE GOING FOR YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! Sending many kind, safe, sweet, warm and WONDERFUL hugs TO YOU, mountainstream, just like YOU ARE! PLEASE BLIEVE IT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!