Thanks so much to everyone who posted. It meant a lot to me to have your support. I can't believe it but I did it. I called her! I really think posting here helped me make the commitment. I feel like I have the after T glow and I haven't even been back yet. I hope it lasts awhile.

So last night I thought I'd just do the dry run and listen to her voicemail. After I did that I decided I didn't want to think about it anymore and worry about making the call the next day. So I called back and left a message. I was proud of my message. Normally I talk around what I really want. But I flat out asked her if she could call me back because I wanted to know if it would be ok if I came back to see her for Therapy. Well of course I didn't sleep well.

But she called me back today! It was the one time all day I was away from my phone. How do T's know how to do that, call the one time you can't pick up? She sounded happy that I called and said that it would be great to see me again. I see her next Thursday. Aaahhh. I hope I can get through one week without totally obsessing about this.

Yah!