I finally got some very deep sleep and no nightmares!

But I am miserable. I take Enbrel for psoriasis and PsA and it was working wonderfully.. but today I have had 3 spots blow up and so itchy I am literally going mad. I scratch til it bleeds. This is just common having this particular autoimmune disease . I hope that this flare clears up quickly.

Was a very quiet day here.. we bought a deck last week that also has a roof from someone. We got it into place last week and now it’s time to make modifications so it will be exactly what we want, it cost less than half of what we would have spent on buying supplies and building it from the ground up. It will be slow going , it’s just so hot , feels like August, ugh

I have started the taper down on one of my physical meds. I’m just being overly cautious. The other I just dropped cold turkey.

My T was out sick on Wednesday so it will be a month between our last session. I actually wasn’t sure what I really wanted to talk about so it’s okay. I just hope he is okay he’s 68 and healthy in general, but I still worry

Tomorrow I really must venture out , I am in desperate need of a pedicure, it’s such a treat for me I normally do my own. My husband needs to pick up some medications. I have been addicted to watching videos on Facebook on tips of cooking steak so I might see if I can find a couple good looking one. Another big treat. We have really stuck to our budget this month. So a small treat I am comfortable making the rest we save is going directly into our emergency fund. It sure does feel good to keep adding to that.

K I’m going to go scratch like a dog with extreme mange, sigh