Looking back my T and I have traced it back to age 6 , dealing with anorexia by age 9 ... not diagnosed until 43 I spent decades somehow riding out horrible depressions and ugly mixed crap .

I was treated once for depression and looking back all Zoloft did was keep me Manic and not the omg I love it , the world is shiney and glorious... I had lots of rage-y times.

But somehow I was able to work, spent over a year working 3 Jobs.

I raised a child she’s going to be 27 this year. She was diagnosed Bipolar 3 months after I got my label.

I had one of those “ uncles” when I was very young. I have lots of ptsd crap that I will just have to deal with the rest of my life.

But hey I’m still here upright