Has anyone ever had a friend that you considered a really close friend but then you just begin to feel like maybe youre a better friend to them then they are to you?
Have you ever felt like they dont need you as much as you need them and if you werent in their life they would be okay?
Its almost like a feeling of wanting to say enough is enough i need to move on i cant be friends with you, yet i am held back from doing so because i almost know i need this person.
i dont know what i would do with out this person and thats what scares me because i should be able to just be okay on my own.
so maybe i cant get rid of this person from my life but i also cant change the fact that i feel as though i am not treated the same and feel used.
ugh just random thoughts going through my head. Sorry
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