Thank you for your reply. I am working on trying to get through all of this. Yeah and my mom tells me this morning that my cousin left and so I don't need to worry about it. I don't know what to do. I made some other plans and so I don't know if I should go be with my family or what. I don't know really, it just seems like my family likes to play with my emotions and likes to try and make me feel bad. But maybe that's just what I see. I don't know I am just kind of tired of it.

I am in the process of writing some letters to some of the people who were involved in my case. I don't know, I think it will help. I have talked to my Ts about this and they seem to be ok with it. I also am going to be moving into assisted living again, I have not been doing so well.

Jennifer