There's nothing to be ashamed of, mountainstream! It is certainly NOT your fault and I'd say it's good that you're getting tested so that you'll be able to get the help you need! Please remember that you're NOT stupid! In fact, people with learning disorders are actually REALLY SMART, but in other areas compared to other people! It doesn't mean that you're incapable of doing anything or or silly or stupid or weird or ANYTHING LIKE THAT! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! Let us know how your appointment goes, ok? Remember that you HAVE VALUE AND WORTH and I'm SURE that you'll be able to show it to the world! WISH YOU GOOD LUCK! PLEASE LET US KNOW HOW THINGS ARE GOING FOR YOU AND PLEASE KEEP US UPDATED ON YOUR SITUATION AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN IF YOU WANT TO! WE DO CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK! Sending many hugs to you, mountainstream!