May 29, 2019 at 04:05 PM
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Originally Posted by fern46
Good for you! It must have been hard to tell your husband and you are smart to get back on your meds. I hope it helps even you back out. I know exactly what you mean about ending up in the hospital. It happened to me and I am hopeful I'll be able to catch it earlier next time. Huge hugs to you.
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It was hard, I couldnt even look at him when i said it but being honest keeps me alive and I needed to do it. Thank you for replying to me it helped. My meds wont help, they havent yet and ive been diagnosed for 2 years. Changing that thought is too hard right now, reality doesnt feel right. But my pdoc told me before to take seroquel if i wasnt sleeping so maybe more will help some. For now im confused and super drunk for 4pm but not having any SI so today is ok. Obviously pdoc isnt calling me back today. But alive and not alone is a win....
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Bipolar 1
Borderline Personality Disorder
Alcohol Use Disorder
Meds:
Depakote
Welbutrin
Abilify
I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted
to lie with my hands turned up and be
utterly empty. How free it is,
you have no idea how free.
- Sylvia Plath
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