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Originally Posted by octoberful
Funny, my T once said I was the only one who emailed him like I did. I emailed him all the time to rescue me, or sometimes to connect with him, a child part wanting to play or share excitement. When he didn't email back, it felt like I didn't matter.
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How did this get resolved for you? It feels like an impasse for me. I completely understand all the logical reasons for accepting that he isn’t going to respond, but I’m just angry about it anyway. His reasons all seem like lame excuses. He’s just taking the easy way out. I see him again in less than 4 hours and I’m up in the middle of the night stewing about this. I wish I had more time before our next appointment to calm down about this because right now I’m just livid and I don’t see how I’m ever going to feel ok about this. And on top of everything I told him I wasn’t going to email him any more (so I won’t) which feels like taking away one of the tools in my toolbox.