I am not sure that what happened between T and I this week would be a rupture, I had an aweful day leading into an aweful session and he pushed pushed me rather than supporting me. I sent an email of all the things that went wrong and then was still a total mess so I called. He left a message while I was at work (knowing I was working and couldn’t answer).
T’s message was very kind and humble. Actually, T was humble to the point where I needed to send an email letting him know we were OK. He owned up to having seen in session that I was having a hard time and that he kept encouraging me to take a major risk. It was not the session to take a risk. My mini goal for that session was relax/rest and he pushed. But, T acknowledged that he doesn’t always know what will help or not or if his style of doing thing will be useful to me. He hopes we can talk about it because he very much wants to help.