She did have reasons to believe that I may have done something to myself because of something that I sent her through email over the weekend. I wrote a 17 page paper on my self analysis and sent it to her. She read it over the long holiday weekend. And she sent me a text message saying to not do anything final until we have had the chance to talk this week and to hang in there. She didn't assess the risk after reading what I sent to her. She just told me to wait and not do anything final until we got the chance to talk and to hang in there.

But when I no show for an appointment, that's when she got worried and started calling people. I reached out to her and her emergency contact therapist over the long weekend but they chose to ignore and instead she sent a message telling me to wait and not do anything final until we've had the chance to talk this week and to hang in there. She didn't do an assessment to determine the risk. But when I didn't show up, that's when she starts panicking?

No. She doesn't care. She was only covering her @$$ because of liability.