Meditation is a research-based method for decreasing stress and depression. I think it can also help folks with their grief.
I hope these guided meditations will bring you some solace while you think of your father.
Coping with Grief: Guided Spoken Meditation for healing after a loss of a loved one
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Guided Meditation on Grief for Loss of a Loved One
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10 Minute Guided Imagery Meditation | City of Hope
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