Hi there.

Sitting at a dr office right now because I've hit rock bottom.
I lost everything. Divorced, my timesharing suspended, due to being unstable, I do have a job but have lost at least two. I am homeless at the moment and live in my car I just broke up with my bf and I've had atleast 7 addresses within this year.

I make wrong decisions when I am trying my best. (Sucks) I dont get along with people but I get along when I am of service to others. I have a big heart and my kids think i am the best mommy in the world and their friends do too. My ex husband has done everything he can to come between my children and I.

Today I had a court date I had not money to get there but had a phone confrance with the judge and he let me have it. I have to do 12 parenting classes and 8 therapy classes. I am a wreck so I dont blame him.

Ever since I got with my ex and then a long custody battle for almost 7 years I have not been the same. Mental abuse and going to court. I have been robbed most of my mommy hood. And possibility denial so i am here broke af and in debt and very sad.

Today is the day it all hit me like a truck. I'll find out soon here if I am indeed bi polor.
I am sure i am since I experience symptoms.