I am soooo stressed out with my classes and with moving. I got a message that I am on academic earning because I failed that class when I was really ill last year because I never withdrew. So I have to do really well in these two classes and so far I have an A in one but only a B in the other. I’m so stressed taking two classes, I never should have done that. But it’s too late now to drop out of one, they’re halfway over. Might as well keep going. I’m just trying not to freak out.
I have so much on my mind with moving too. I have to get the water account switched into my name but that means I have to go down to the water works in the city. I hate the city. It sucks driving in it. It makes me nervous. I have to contact my property manager about putting in a dryer, I have to remember to change my address at my son’s school but I can’t do that until his school year is over on June 19, remember to call the lcable company but I can’t do that until we’re loved in and our TVs are hooked up, I have to think about what we have to pack....I am so overwhelmed! I just want it to be done with. I wish we could move now but my son has to finish school. I don’t want him switching schools with less than a month left. That’s just silly.
I just need to calm down. I’m stressing way too much. I’m too overwhelmed. And on top of it all I can’t be sure I still have a job next year. I’m waiting to sign a contract. I would have hoped they would have told me by now if I didn’t so I could prepare and start looking for other jobs. At least I do have a summer job.
It’ll all be ok. Only four more weeks until my classes end and then I don’t have to take another one until October. And soon enough we will be all moved in. I just hope I don’t lose my mind before then!
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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