If I missed anyone's post, I sincerely apologize. I am not in a great frame of mind at the moment. I am taking the day off from work tomorrow.... felt a heavy depression today and could barely get through the day of work.

Thank you all.... I did talk to him today via texting and told him he cannot keep mentioning breaking up.. that it is breaking my heart each time he does. He apologized and said he won't.

I want to have hope. He tried to give me some today. I don't know how I feel. I feel pretty down & depressed still.