When I first came to PC, I was reeling from a serious attempt and would reply to suicidal posts thinking I could make a difference. By taking medication, I have been able to escape SUI ideation completely but have noticed that some of the people I replied to in 2016 are still just as suicidal. I have learned from that that all I can realistically do for others is try to be a good listener. I try but sometimes I am not even a good listener.

Other than the first couple of months I joined, I mostly come to PC when I am experiencing emotional pain and cognitive dissonance. PC gives me a place to vent my frustrations. I feel a bit of attachment to so many good people here, though, this time, I have made a personal decision to PM less often. I will answer a PMs to me of course but due to my crazy attachment issues, I have decided to talk in much less detail about myself in future PMs. Do love this community though.