Seems I’m alone here too ...

An “expert” told me I was “always alone”

(Meaning from early childhood... but said with a highly indifferent tone of voice, body language etc...

I honestly do not get the “point” in that remark..

And there is now no point at all in asking that person

Please no “tough love” or “reminding” me of anything I’ve ever said before.... tough love, if it even exists... tends not to help me.

But yeah.. as anyone who has studied psychology will maybe speculate... any “love” offered to me by any family Units was either “tough love” or “highly conditional love” or both..

Having CPTSD it is not a simple matter to “move on” from the layers of pain. Flashbacks, etc...Nor would I wish to “move on” from being me.