Hi all,
I know there is a strict policy about some kind of posts here.
So i just wanted to say i may have to take a break from PC for a while.
Maybe ill come back in the future. maybe i'll still be reading but not sure about posting. i feel i need a break.
Meanwhile, i thank everyone who answered me, especially Mopey, Mickey and Fuzzy and any other person who answered me or may have just quietly read me. Thanks to everyone for everything, from the bottom of my heart. you all and PC itself, have helped me a lot.
I wish you all, all the best. I love you.

Heartfelt hugs, wonderful people. Takecare.
Love and hugs,
sinking