Yes I did experience trauma. I was physically abused (severely) as a child and sexually abused and then raped about 4 years ago. My dad was in the ICU when he died and he went in on Wed and died Sunday. It was a quick decline and he was only 68. They couldn’t keep up his blood pressure at the end and they took away the drugs and we watched his blood pressure slowly drop until his heart stopped. I never watched someone die before. Let alone my father. That was traumatic.