Hugs. Ok I understand. I don't have a SO, so I may not be able to give firsthand experience. Someone else with an SO would be better with that advice. But I think I can reassure you that it is ok to not live with your SO. And its ok to want to live with your SO, and have that not be the case. It sounds like its frustrating to have that change as well as disappointing. I hope it gets better for you both. This is a very recent change and your feelings are understandable.