Up at 6:30 a.m. to get bf ready for appointment with oncologist. Busy day. Didn't have the help we had because attendant has quit for health reasons. But I did fine and it was a busy day. I was so glad to have gotten out of my funk and did well today.

Then at 10 p.m. bf gave me a hard time not cooperating with care needs. I'm so disappointed. Now his care is all on me . . . and he's going to give me an argument about things. Us doing good working together never lasts.