It is perfectly ok NOT to live with your SO, rukspc! I understand it's hard when you BOTH have to live apart from each other though! Just try to remember that this is ALL temporary and that you'll be able to live together if you want to! You just have to be a little bit patient! I'm sure you've BOTH got this! Just try to keep contacts with him to be reassured that things are going ok between you two! Even if you can't see him face to face, you can still call him or write text messages to him! You'll STILL be able to stay in contacts with him so it's not like you broke up or anything similar! It WILL take time to get used to it but I'm sure it will be over before you even think of it! Just hang in there and stay strong, ok? WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! WE'RE ALL HERE FOR YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! I wish you THE BEST OF LUCK to BOTH YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND! I'm sure things will go well! You BOTH seem very mature! JUST TRY TO HANG ON AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN! Sending many kind, safe, sweet, warm and WONDERFUL HUGS TO YOU, RUKSPC, JUST LIKE YOU BOTH ARE! PLEASE BELIEVE THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE AND YOU KNOW THAT EVEN IF IT'S DEEP DOWN INSIDE BOTH OF YOU! LOVE WILL TRIUMPH! PLEASE BELIEVE THAT AND REMEMBER THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN!