I appreciate everyone answering and sending suggestions. I have bloodwork from my pdoc and an appointment mid June. He did say that I would be switching from lithium to something else. As far as my husband goes, I will have to worry about him later, I have just been trying to ignore him. I saw a physical therapist yesterday and was told some of my muscles have almost completely atrophied so I need to focus on that right now. Getting meds back on track for mental health and getting walking again for physical health is exhausting but I am woman, hear me roar! Feeling sorry for myself is not going to help this or any situation. I appreciate you all!!! You are wonderful people!!!