I'm so sorry your Pdoc is treating you this HORRIBLE way, spikes! I completey agree with what ALL the other wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! DEFINITELY try to look for another Pdoc if you can! You deserve to be treated MUCH, MUCH BETTER THAN THIS! Just try to look for ALL the clinics and Pdocs that are covered by your insurance and perhaps try to look up for some online reviews about them! Just try to get AS MUCH INFORMATION AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN! That's VERY important! I hope you'll be able to find the Pdoc that's better suited for you! It's hard to find a good Pdoc but IT IS POSSIBLE! PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP HOPE AND NEVER GIVE UP YOUR SEARCH! THINGS CAN AND WILL GET BETTER! THAT'S A PROMISE! WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! Don't worry, you'll find PLENYT OF SUPPORT HERE, SPIKES! THAT'S A PROMISE! Take GREAT care of yourself, ok, spikes? YOU DESERVE TO BE TREATED WELL BECAUSE YOU'RE IMPORTANT, YOU MATTER, YOU HAVE VALUE AND YOU'RE WORTH IT! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! Remember that YOU'RE A WARRIOR! Keep fighting and keep trying your best! That's all we humans can do after all and IT'S ALWAYS MORE THAN ENOUGH! Sending many kind, safe, sweet, warm and WONDERFUL HUGS TO YOU, SPIKES, JUST LIKE YOU ARE!