I understand what you mean, Stephen Strange! Just try to remind yourself that sometimes in life we just have to make some tough choices! Are you happy with your current studies or do you wish to change? Either way sometimes we HAVE to make a choice! I understand it's hard though! Just keep trying your best and keep moving forward! That's ALL we humans can do after all and it's ALWAYS more than enough! The Past is Past and unfortunately we can't change it but we CAN change our future! I'd suggest to focus on that AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN! I COMPLETELY understand what you mean though! Stay strong! TAKE GREAT CARE OF YOURSELF, OK? WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! Take GREAT care of yourself and let us know how thing are going for you and WHAT YOU DECIDE TO DO, OK? WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! KEEP MOVING FORWARD! Sending many kind, safe, sweet, warm and WONDERFUL HUGS TO YOU, STEPEHEN STRANGE, MY FRIEND, JUST LIKE YOU ARE!