It wouldnt because they dont know my real name. They dont know me. What else am I supposed to do if I do not seek answers from different people. I have a therapist on vacation that says everything does not fit in a neat little box. Then a psychologist that says literally everything is in a neat little box. I dont know what to do anymore. I am going to be 43 in July. I cant waste anymore of my life not knowing what is going on with me. Alot of people have told me to just focus on my symptoms. How do you focus on symptoms and not treat them accordingly to what the doctor says but then you dont believe the doctor in your gut. Its a no win situation and it is dragging me down a little more each day.