Well I weaned off my bipolar medicine. Don't remember if that's news but I'm still heavy. I've got a long way to go to get back to my pre meds weight. I hope it's not my other meds causing weight gain. Anyway, I'm frustrated. I feel my system is all out of whack. I eat and don't feel hungry and yet other times I'm hungry after eating. It's like my signals are crossed. And I am pretty bad with exercise. Excuse after excuse. Which has gotten me feeling pretty crappy about the whole ordeal. I've gotta start up again tho. Hubby is being supportive and we will both be starting again in about a week. I'm nervous.