What kind of ridiculous psychiatrist discharges me when I'm worse than when she first saw me? What kind of psychiatrist tries only one medication and then pronounces me beyond medication when that one doesn't work?

I tend to experience a physical pain when it comes to depression. I can't really describe it very well, except to say that it feels like a sort of throbbing, aching pain in my heart. It's really terrible.

On a positive note, sales figures for my books from last month (May) are in, and my sales were more than double April's, which were more than double March. If present growth continues, and I don't expect it will, then I'll be able to rely on writing for a full time income in just a few months.