Hello. I haven't been on this website in a really long time. I am in desperate need of help.
I have suffered from depression all of my life and meds have kept me alive and functional. I'm sure I need a change of meds, but I don't even know where to go or what to do. Like everyone else, I have been on every medication available.
For the last year or more I've been slowly going downhill and now I am drowning. I can barely move out of bed, I have lost almost every job I take, I can't think clearly, I can't take care of my basic needs or shower. My children cry about me or are staying away from me. I'm not angry or mean, I am unmotivated and immobile and can't bring money into the house. I can't sleep and then sleep all day. everything around me has gone to *****. Most of all, I need help and can't think clearly enough to figure out how to get it. I sit in my room and cry. I am reaching out here to see iff anyone can give me direction toward help. TIA.