It has been hot today,I am feeling hot and tired.I have been wanting to get chores done today and for the last few days,have not been able to get going.I feel bad about that.There are dishes to wash up been in the sink 10 days plus.It's not funny and the carpets need vacuuming.I feel like such a failure.There is also a lot of garden work needs doing and there is only me to do it.I let myself and my home down.There is also laundry to do,cleaning and I have to sort the bins and change the duvet cover and pillowcases on my bed.I am a mess a complete disgrace.