I’ve been having a lot of anxiety about this. I’m vegan and it’s completely because I can’t fathom the idea of eating dead animals, living beings who once had a life. My boyfriend is not. I’m not forcing him to be vegan, but when we’re together, I don’t like to be around him if he eats meat because it puts the man I love doing something that contradicts my basic morals and beliefs, something that is hard to witness and want to be around. Therefore, he eats vegan around me. We’ve gotten to a point where he is too uncomfortable to eat with me and finds it as a sacrifice he doesn’t want to make anymore. It’s put a drift in our relationships because he’s sees me as being manipulative and I feel an unnecessary amount of guilt and blame when it’s something that I can’t change and can’t feel comfortable with. Eating is a very social and important part of our lives and to not be able to eat comfortably with each other is distressing and anxiety-provoking. Idk what to do.