lyn, kiya, jack, BB, christina, babyG, whomever i missed.

thank you so much for caring about me. it was a extremely rough week and i was getting deeper and deeper down. but i spent most of last night on the phone with my mom and i feel better today.

I havent cut. which is a good thing however the thought is never far from my mind. I am going to do some exercise today and see if that makes a difference.

You all are wonderful and i dont know what i would have done without you. Im sorry if I made you nervous. I was just in a bad place. even just reading your responses let me know just how much i am cared about here. I dont know what i would do without this site. you are all amazing people and i thank you very much for helping me.

Colleen