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Originally Posted by 502041
I feel like I sometimes I am so disconnected from people or there is something missing. I feel like this is stopping me from feeling connected to people and I don't know what that is or how that feels and often feel overwhelmed from people. I also think I could disappear from these peoples lives and it would mean nothing to them.
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I feel the same. I feel like every single interaction I have with people makes *me* feel bad in some way.
Don't feel like learning to have good social skills will help. Thought talking to people is a slog over the years I have learned to be very gracious and able to hold a long conversation. So from the outside people feel like I am potentially an extrovert but on the inside I am dying inside and just hoping the talking will end soon.
No one does give two shits about me at all.. this includes my sister and brother who are supposed to care about me more than all.