And I don't feel anything.

Lookit.. this was always my most hated uncle. I don't think he liked me and as a kid there were a few times he was just disingenuous to me. But most of all I always thought he didn't like my DAD and I hold a grudge.

He was the little brother and my dad would do anything for him because he was the little brother but I didn't like it. So many times as a kid and a teen when we would be over his house or over mine I wanted to tell him off.

I haven't really had anything to do with him in quite some time.

But I feel like I should feel something. My sister was close with him and of course had to update me every 10 seconds but... I just feel like that was them... and it doesn't reflect on me.