I haven’t seen him yet but I see my Pdoc tomorrow. But I switched my meds on my own. Doctors have gotten pretty annoyed at me when I’ve done this before. This is the first time I’ve done this with this doctor. My therapist knows and she says this time was different because I was just going back to my old dose. I’m still freaking out. Especially since my symptoms are worse. I just couldn’t deal with the side effects of the higher dose. Then there’s always the whole “will he refill my Xanax” anxiety. Ugh. I’m a mess right now. And I also have work tomorrow for the first time in 5 days.