You said, "All I have are my addictions."

You solved your problem.

All you have is your addictions.
The reason you have addictions is because you do not have anything else.
We are built by Nature to be active.
If we do not use our energy towards constructive projects we will use our energy to self destruct.

We need to have a purpose in life.
We need to contribute our part to the whole of life.

We truly need to be bizi doing good deeds
...or we will be bizi doing bad deeds