Not much looking forward to work today. Yesterday was horrible, right down to being chewed out and insulted left and right by an *** of a customer. Everyone said don't worry, he's an *** to everyone (he's an old racist and sexist crank), but damn, I cried afterwards anyway (while trying to wait on other customers). Had forgotten to take my meds too, which didn't help.

It was EVERYTHING I could do not to just walk out the door.

Almost done there. So last night didn't I go and have a little nightmare about the new place.

I'm just feeling very unsettled and anxious lately.